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Fidalgo

by Lizzie Weber

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stevendeeds-thefan What a beautiful record! Stunning voice. This song gave Monica Heldal vibes. May be new favorite STL artist. Great job Lizzie and crew!! Favorite track: Blood Meridian.
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1.
Fidalgo 03:47
I’ve never been a woman of tradition, no, I never saw myself living in the wilderness, So let it teach me something good Like the art of letting go. And I’d become accustomed to my life back home But my folks and my friends, well, They tell me I’ve grown. They say 'Life’s better lived When you don’t know what’s ahead.' I should make my own way for once, And if I feel low, I guess I would rather feel it here on Fidalgo. And I’m no good with change, But you’ve gotta play the cards you’re given, Nothin’ ever stays the same And I’ve spent all my life Pushing back on concrete walls. And I do think it’s time I start believing I can come out of my corner, I’m so tired of being afraid. And I should make my own way for once, And if I feel low, I guess I would rather feel it here on Fidalgo.
2.
I won’t tell you how to live, If I tell you what to think, I could wake up in the morning with a pistol at my cheek You ride with a priest, A captain, and a judge, Spilling native blood, justice will be done, When you don’t think to run Young man, your God is waking War is madmen’s making If you ride with crooked men through the western land You best shut your eyes when you meet the blood meridian And live your life like you don’t care if it ends You are not your father, boy And battle only beats the soul With nothing left, you’ll come to know Load your weapon and hold tight your whiskey How do you go on to live with no remorse So desensitized to using deadly force Who are you fighting for Young man, your God is waking War is madmen’s making If you ride with crooked men through the western land You best shut your eyes when you meet the blood meridian And live your life like you don’t care live your life like you don't care live your life like you don't care if it ends
3.
The Big One 04:39
Lately, I've been feelin' like I'm living in a bubble, does it show I do love the west I've become much more curious Still I'm somehow disillusioned like before Drink like a fish to drown out the others keep that up, you're dead in the water, I I can't depend on someone else to survive But all I've got is the right side of my mind I came down from a high and I caught myself inside a low They say the big one's comin and I know I mustn't become satisfied to live like I don't know Drink like a fish to drown out the others keep that up, you're dead in the water, I I can't depend on someone else to survive But all I've got is the right side of my mind I can't keep turning tables out of spite, I can't be bitter in my bed every night Lately, you think you know, Do you realize you cannot be alone? Drink like a fish to drown out the others, keep that up, you're dead in the water, I, I can't depend on someone else to survive Do you realize you cannot be alone (the big one's comin') Do you realize you cannot be alone (the big one's comin') Do you realize you cannot be alone (the big one's comin')
4.
Space 06:12
Are you there? I wanna hear all about your day, I wanna know what it’s like up there In your outer space What I wouldn’t give to come up there and kiss your face Follow shooting stars instead of cars and aero- planes Can you hear me, babe? The trouble with your livin’ in some outer space Is I can’t reach you when I need you so bad, babe And every time I drive these winding country roads All I can think about is how I wish you were home Are you there? I wanna talk to you about my day I’m broke again, I’m lonely, here’s the same shit I always say See, you’re the only one who knows my self-defeating ways But you’re not here to tell me when I’m not thinking straight And I know you’re tired, babe The trouble with your livin’ in some outer space Is I can’t reach you when I need you so bad, babe And every time I drive these winding country roads All I can think about is how I wish you were home And I’d like to think that in between can’t touch us, no That you and me, we’re better free together, not alone, no no no, So come on back home Come back home, Come back home, yeah The trouble with your livin in some outer space, yeah, Is I can’t reach you when I need you so bad, baby And every time I drive these winding country roads All I can think about is how I wish you were home I wish you were home
5.
Make Me Wise 03:53
I get that I’m still learning, The game of life is far from easy Is there any one kind of victory? I used to think it could be A few more friends, a little more money I didn’t know what would dignify my life And I hoped my mother could straighten me out She said no lover could fill me up Don’t play that game It will not make you whole Well, I wish I knew then What I know now I would show my old self right from wrong And I can’t help but look back And leave one foot in the past Onward now, so help me God Maybe I’m too proud, Much too hard on my old self Maybe I’m too proud But I must be some wiser now (make me wise) I must be wiser now (make me wise) I must be wiser now (make me wise) Make me wiser now
6.
Be Your Love 04:50
Your skin, so warm in the coldest wind I have found I’d follow you to any land, to any little town Hold me like you do. Tell me you want to, go to bed each night with me beside you, Hearts full as the moon. And I don’t ever wanna, don’t ever wanna see you down. I wanna make you feel like you do when you leave the ground. I’ll be your love, ‘till the end of time. Your eyes, those bright lights leave my mind and body bare. I’m opened up and now I’m hopeful, love, and this life feels less unfair. As the years go on, we’ll take it as it comes and wake up Every morning skin to skin and kiss under the sun. And I don’t ever wanna, don’t ever wanna see you down. I wanna make you feel like you do when you leave the ground. I’ll be your love, ‘till the end of time. No I don’t ever wanna, don’t ever wanna see you down. I wanna make you feel like you do when you leave the ground. I’ll be your love, ‘till the end of time.
7.
No Harbor 04:53
Strangely, something's taken hold of me. And I wish my skin was thick so that I could fight this, and look into the eye of the storm. But I must not be a harbor for the sorrows or lower my chin to my plight, and when I suffer, I will recover, I mustn't lose my will or let go of my pride. Carry on, convince yourself to move along, and say goodbye to what's been done. I'm not alone, my father told me that I should know what stopped me once, I must let go. I must let go. And I must not be a harbor for the sorrows or lower my chin to my plight, and when I suffer, I will recover, I mustn't lose my will or let go of my pride. I will not be a harbor for the sorrows or lower my chin to my plight, and when I suffer, I will recover, I mustn't lose my will, I mustn't lose my will, I mustn't lose my will or let go of my pride.
8.
I sit up here in the attic Troubled this time by what I did You know, I didn’t mean to say that You know me, you know me I lost my head I must be insane To show ungratefulness Damn this creature in my chest Telling me I am second best What’s that on the TV Are you there ‘cause you are scared you might trouble me I can hear it up here where I sit I can see you I can see you there in front of it And what have I to gain By hiding here instead? And to push on your good heart, Damn that look on your face.. ‘Enough, my love’ Forgive me, And remind me again I am not unkind I am not jealous And love is not selfish Love is not selfish Love is not selfish I sit up here in the attic, Yours and mine... Love is not selfish, Love is not selfish Love is not selfish Love is not selfish

about

I began writing the first songs of "Fidalgo" in late 2014 and finished by 2019. In late 2020, I brought them to the studio with mostly friends and bandmates who poured their hearts into these songs in the same way that I have. I feel grateful to them in ways I can't put into words.

The result is a truly personal body of work that explores the depths of sorrow and love, isolation and depression. As the songs themselves were finished years ago, I listen back and now hear a woman in search of perspective without the taint of fear, of peace from painful past memories with resolve that the past cannot be changed, and the sacrifice that is required from truly loving someone unconditionally.

Thank you for listening. It's yours now. xLW

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released June 9, 2023

Musicians:
Bill Panks: violin, arrangements
Aleida Gehrels: viola
Lauren McShane: cello
Rachel Nesvig: violin
Ben Meyer: electric guitar
Eli Moore: bass, organ
Phil Hamilton: percussion
John Schranck: piano on "Be Your Love"
Rob Burger: Hurdy Gurdy, lap steel, mellotron, ebow, dulcitone, piano
Lizzie Weber: acoustic guitar, vocals, composer, tambourine, producer

Recorded by Nich Wilbur, Nate Yaccino, and Sheldon Gomberg
Mixed by Sheldon Gomberg
Mastered by Gavin Lurssen

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